I miss sleep and other random things

Oh how I miss sleep. Real sleep. The kind I had before I got sick. I awoke too early this morning with foot pain-it felt like they were fractured and it was awful to walk to the bathroom. The feet then went numb and the toenails on one turned blue shortly after. Neat! No. Not cool, body. I will not call my primary care doctor (the only doc I have close by) because, well, he's an idiot. He kept insisting my blue nails (when I had them) were "because of my new jeans" I haven't worn jeans in almost 2 years. I discovered leggings and yoga pants. I also tried to remove the blue with nail polish remover. I've since learned that this isn't so uncommon so I know not to freak out. I'm running on coffee again today. Every day this week. My kids (9 and 6) had been home all week due to being sick. I'm so happy they went back to school today. I love them, I do, so much, but I need some daytime R and R. I won't get it, but it sounds nice. Next week is spring break for them-how will I do that?! Then baseball starts-how will I do that? I know I just will, but it won't be like last year. I mourn for that. Anyway, it is Friday which means coffee with my dear friend M. That's all my sleep deprived brain can type right now